The beginning of the end?
I got back on the tables a couple of weekends back for a bit of no-limit hold'em cash action as Excel was winding me up (it kept crashing whenever I tried to edit the VBA in one of my spreadsheets). It was the first time I had played in over a month, since I posted about having issues maintaining my focus on the game. So this time I was much better prepared to play proper poker. Things didn't go so well though and I am now really starting to doubt my ability to play this game.
I started on one $0.10/$0.20 NLHE table, which are my usual tables for no-limit cash games, with a full buy-in of $20. The idea was to really focus on the game and the players. I killed my browser so I didn't have the forum, football scores or the radio to distract me. I didn't have my e-mail up either. The only applications running were Excel (for my betting tracking spreadsheet), the poker room, Poker Office and Winamp as I need some music when I play poker. I had cleared my mind and I was ready to play. The missus was downstairs and was aware that I was settling in for some proper poker (even at these stakes I wanted to take it seriously). In short I was prepared.
I lasted 45 minutes before I got bored and fired up a second table to keep my brain engaged. It goes against a lot of the advice I had been given in the focus thread and goes against what I said I would do but that's the way things go a lot of the time for me. Sorry.
Why did I start the second table? It was days ago now so I can't recall my exact state of mind but one thing I have never been that good at is putting players on hands. I don't have the focus; I seem to need action on a regular basis. I can't play loose, that's just not in my nature, so the only way for me to get action is to play more hands over more tables. Play tight on each table but play more tables so that I am playing more hands. It sort of makes sense to me, in a weird little way, but it's what I do.
The tale of the first table
The first table was going steady. Until I fired up the second table my stack had neither grown nor shrunk by more than $0.70, although I admit it was mostly hovering around or just under $20. But nothing to worry about at all. I had been sat there for 40 hands and lost less than the blinds would have cost me had I folded every hand. On this table things stayed fairly steady for a little while. An orbit after I started the second table I lost $3.50 potentially overplaying my hand. Let's have a quick look at this hand...
I get Ad5d in mid-position and limp. Everyone folds to the big blind who checks. I have history on the BB and know him to be a TAG player. The flop comes Jh 4d Jd giving me a nut flush draw. I bet $0.30 (into a $0.50 pot) and get the call. The turn is 5c to give me more outs as I know have a full house draw to go with the flush draw. The BB bets $1 (into a $1.10 pot) and I figure I have a good enough hand heads-up to call. Have I seen this player call big bets on the river? I don't have great pot odds even though I have plenty of outs but it is close. But unless this guy will call a decent river bet if I make my hand I don't have anywhere like the implied odds I'd like.
Still, I call and see a river of 2h which doesn't complete any draws. The TAG BB bets $2 (into a $3.10 pot) and I call (why?). He turns over 6c Js for a flopped set and I lose the hand. The bet-sizing was pretty standard throughout but some of my calls are questionable. Live and learn I guess.
A couple of orbits later and I lose $4.60 in another pot I probably had no reason to be in. I get Jh9h one off the button and limp after an early position limper (the TAG BB from the hand above). The small blind completes and the BB checks. Four of us see the flop is 6s 5c Js and I have position on them all. It's checked round to me and with a pretty weak top pair I don't want to let any draws get there for free so I bet the pot. The BB calls, everyone else folds. The turn is 9d giving me top two pair. It's checked to me so I bet $2 into the $2.40 pot and get a call. The river is bad, 8s completing many draws on that board. The BB bets $1.60 (into $6.40). There are straights and flushes possible so I just call to see if my two pair have held up. If the BB was on a draw he paid over the odds to get there. But get there he did as he tables 5s9s for a flush. Oh well. I bet out to protect my hand and limit the draws but he got lucky I guess. That's poker.
It's another 30 or so hands before much of any interest happens again on this table. I call a raise to 3.5xBB in late position with KsQs, flop two pair and turn a full house. I don't maximise my winnings by any means but I make a little under $5 on the hand to put me back about level on where I started. I lose $1.50 later overplaying a pair of 4s but other than that nothing significant happens on this table. All very steady and I end that table down $2.59.
Second time lucky?
What of the second table I fired up to keep me interested?
This table saw more action, that's for sure. I bobbled along just under my intial $20 buy-in for a while, won a small pot with QQ and then stole a few blinds to pick my stack up above where it started before dropping $4.75
playing like an idiot. I get KQo in the BB and call a mid-late raise to 3xBB. Not quite sure why as I don't know what I was hoping to flop here, in hindsight. An Ace on the flop is going to make it awkward for me. If I hit my K or Q I could be dominated and I am out of position. Not too smart a play now I think about it. The flop comes K-9-6 rainbow and I bet out for $1 into the $1.30 pot. My opponent raises me to $2.15 and I call. Why? That says to me he has me beaten. Shame I didn't see that at the time. I call and we see a blank turn (4c). It goes check-check to the river which is a 9 giving me two pair with a Q kicker. I lead out - why? He'll fold hands that I beat and call/raise with hands that beat me. That was a time to check surely. He calls and shows AK to out-kick me. Ho hum.
From there it steadily goes from bad to worse. I run QQ into KK and lose $5.41 and lose odd dollars here and there in pots I probably shouldn't have been in.
How's it going?
The above is not a one-off my any means. According to my spreadsheet I have played 16 NLHE cash sessions since I switched from tourney poker and in those sessions I have booked 6 wins and 10 losses for a total loss of $37.99. I have played nearly 1700 hands in that period and PO reckons my BB/100 hands is around -5.6. Apparently good cash game figures are 7-10xBB/100 hands. Oh.
Have I enjoyed my NLHE cash game sessions? Err, no, not really if I am honest about it. So why have I played them? There is a feeling within me, based on what the poker media pump out perhaps, that you can't call yourself a man as a poker player unless you can profit from NLHE cash games. Most of the literature out there is on no-limit hold'em and tends to focus on either MTTs or cash games. I know I can't play MTTs as I can't maintain the focus, don't have the stamina and can't spare the free time to play them. STTs are kinda shunned in a lot of the books/magazines I read. There are plenty of STT guides out there - follow one of those and it's job done. The real skill lies in dominating cash games. That's often how I feel the poker world is portrayed. No-limit STTs are OK but a bit of a cop out and limit poker is for girls. Real men play PLO and NLHE cash games.
Maybe I'm not a real man...
Where do I go from here?
Am I serious about poker? I read a lot about the game in books and magazines. When I go back over key hands (mine or others) I think I apply pretty rational thinking to the problem and focus on most of the things that matter most. But as I work full-time I actually tend to play poker as a bit of a release, a bit of casual fun but also a way to apply the skills and knowledge I do have to make a bit of cash on the side. I can't dedicate much time to actually playing poker - maybe one or two evenings a week for a couple of hours each and perhaps a few hours over the weekend too. So what I need to do is find a game that suits me in terms of free time and mental approach to the game...
The no-limit hold'em cash game sessions I have endured (not enjoyed) have made me realise one thing about myself - I don't have the patience I thought I did. As you can see from my earlier tales I tend to get a litte bored quite quickly, despite my best efforts, so I play more tables to keep my brain focused on poker. That means I'm not fully focused on each game and it shows in my results I feel. I thought the static blind levels would help me, allowing me to play a solid tight game rather than being forced into action by rising blinds but that's not the case it seems. I seem to be craving action, not getting it on a regular enough basis so trying to force it. That in turn is getting me caught in some situations where I don't know what to do and I lose money. I could play at higher stakes to try and focus my mind by playing with what is essentially scared money but I don't think that's a good idea. I am a steady loser at low limits so I'd rather not put more cash at risk unless I can be confident that I would do better, and I just don't have that confidence at present.
I'm not doing well on the cash tables so it seems that NLHE cash games are not the place to get my poker fix. So what are my other options? I think it basically boils down to:I keep hearing there is easy money to be made from Omaha, especially the hi/lo games as there are a lot of fish, primarily because there isn't that much written about the game. Fine, but am I going to be one of the sharks or the fish? I suspect the latter so I see no real reason to play a game I am almost certainly an underdog at, and one I lack confidence in playing. So forgetting about that I think above are my real options. As I said previously MTTs are out due to the time commitment required, and I am not looking for a low SR/high ROI poker game. I would prefer to see steadier bankroll growth than that offered by MTTs. That leaves SnGs and limit hold'em cash games then...
- Multi-table tourneys (NLHE)
- Sit-n-gos (NLHE)
- Limit hold'em cash games